Drama Is BACK!

Wokay, its been a real long time since i updated this blog. Sorry. Hehe. Oh well, life is confusingly fun, fill with sadness and happiness. In short, its weird. Hey,that's life.

Today, I'm gonna talk about my drama competition. Well, we won second place this year but still got to go to the finals. Sick! Hahaha. I met new friends, most of them from SMK Seafield. They were seriously cool kids. No doubt. Our drama was about this love child, played by yours truly, who wanted to know who are her parents. Poor kid. She was raised by this kind doctor who found her mom when her mom was pregnant. Yeah, a lot of screaming too. But, its worth everything.

There you go about all the play. Now, about the boys I met there. Well, I was accidentally scandaled with this guy from SMK Seafield. He's a chubby guy. Cute. Hey, I love chubby guys now! I'm not sure why but I do know they extremely cute. Haha. So, yeah, his name is Idlan. And I didn't know his dad was a somebody because he is very down-to-earth. Aww, how cute. Okay, stop it..

Now, I can't wait for the finals which is in one week's time. A very very short time. Seriously. Oh, did I said that we competed in SMK Subang Jaya or Faris Azim's ex-school. When I reached that school, I burst in tears. Breakdown, I guess? Nah, I missed him too much..

Well, gonna write more soon. Wish me luck for my finals..

~XOXOXO~

Bruno Mars... Hawaiaiian Cupid..

Yeah, Bruno Mars.. He is very famous by now, I guess... With his sweet love songs that would give anyone that heard the songs a feeling or brings tears... He is so awesome! I love Bruno Mars now..

His songs, coincedencely, much related to me.. Hehe.. I loike it! For example, Just The Way You Are, my ex-guitar teacher dedicated that song to me... Huhuhuh.. When You're Lonely, hmm, long story short, someone did that to me.. I was so dumb.. To make it simple, I love his songs and he is my inspiration.. Haha

My fave song from him is supposed to be Talking To The Moon, but it changed to When You're Lonely.. Trust me, the first time I heard his songs, I love them straight away, every one of them... I think he's the kind of singer that is really talented.. Not like Justin Bieber.... Boo!!!

And Bruno Mars is going to be in Malaysia.. I wish I could go.. He's so awesome... I love his songs so much!! My ringtone? Hehehe, Lazy Song.. That really suits myself, huh? It is! Haha!

One In A Million Chance... =)

Hey! I know I just broke up.. Whatever.. I'm still hurt though and I think he must be really really down right now.. =(

But, despite the pain in me, there's a seriously cool thing happened in my life!!! AAAAHHH!!! Haha.. Guess what? Finally, I sang my song on tv! Haha, believe it or not, that's a fact baby! It is so cool and awesome!

It was a normal Tuesday... But when I got home, my mom said that my guitar class is earlier.. So, I was like ok. Then, the principal called said that the class will be much earlier and she said that there's gonna be an interview from tv3... I was seriously like WHAT THE HECK?! I was surprised and that got me jumping all aroung the house until I got into the car...

As I reached the guitar class, there was not a soul in the class... I walked to the dancing studio and saw my teacher was shooting an interview about music.. Then the host asked me to get in because he wanted to interviewed me too... So, I sat there and watched the whole thing being shot.. And it was my turn.. They asked me about everything I know about music.. Then, the big thing happened... They asked me to sing I composed myself.. I was shocked because I don't remember my songs, none of them.. But, I just did the lyrics and sing it..

I really thought that when they broadcasted it, they would cut my singing part.. But, they didn't.. Gosh, it was seriously awesome.. I think that was the best time of my life!!! Wohhooo!! Lets hope that after this, I would get a music contract from anywhere ( yeah right )

~XOXOXOX~

Its Over, I'm Sorry..

Hmm, yes, it is over for both of us.. And I admit it was all my fault.. I'm so sorry but this is for the best..

Its all because I'm confused with my feelings.. I'm not sure who I really love because of this guy... I'm so sure that I'm in love with Afiq but with Faris? Trust me, its confusing...

Gosh, I can't believe that I just broke with him.. I am so sorry.. You don't know how sorry I am for letting you go. But before anything more painful happen to you, its better to let you go now.. Like they said, better now or never..

I'm sorry...

I'm So Wrong, I Guess?

Okay, I think I'm right but I could be wrong..

I don't what's up with me.. I keep seeing him different from his real self... And I'm talking about my friend, Muhammad Faris Affandi.. ( lets just hope he will not open this blog -,- ) I don't know.. I always see him as a normal guy but lately, I see him as... Darn! Its all because of Zaim.. He told me that Faris is kinda off a little bit.. I was shocked when I heard that.. Now, I keep seeing him differently.. I want to tell him this but I just don't know how..

I mean, he's one of my closest friend... And I care about him as much I care as my other friends.. But, is it true that he is "special"? I'm really feeling guilty right now.. Sorayya said that he is just fine... But I swear I could see something different about him.. God! This is hard! I just want to ask him but I can't.. Oh, if only Zaim didn't tell me about this, I wouldn't be thinking he's weird or something..

To Faris, if you are reading this, I'm so sorry if I'm wrong.. I know I'm not supposed to think that way but I don't know why.. I'm so sorry..

Yours Truly,
Sufiah...

Its Just EWWW! (i want that..)

Hahaha.. What a funny title.. Just eww? What's that? Hehe

I just came back from KFC.. I was supposed to go with Akmal but he didn't come.. So, Faizal and Faris were going together and yeah, I'm alone.. As usual, the TWO gays were late.. Surprisingly, I saw Danial and his blegghh! girlfriend.. BOO!! And guess what? They were so disgusting.. Holding hands, feeding each other.. Its just ewww!!! I swear that if the two guys were late 2 minutes, I would have already puke in there!

But, actually there's a whole secret behing that eww-ness.. Hehehe.. I realized something.. I miss him.. How I wish both of us would be like that.. Seeing each other, date.. Huhh.. Too bad, that's not gonna happen. But hey, there's a good thing about that.. No one would like accused us of doing bad things.. I mean, that's good right? Not like what happen to the blegghh! couple ( danial and jiha -,- ).. Both of them were caught by the teachers! And boo yeah! They got a looonnnggg talk with the discpline teacher.. Ooohhh, I'm so evil! Hahaha!!

Oh well, eventhough both of us didn't meet like a normal couple, we are still in love... And I think that having a long distance realtionship is a good thing.. We would miss each other and knows that the love feeling will stay longer than having a guy near you and meet each other EVERYDAY.. But, I have great friends around me! Love them forever! Truly sisters!

~XOXOXOX~

Sad Because Of An Annoying Guy..

Hmm, I wonder who made me sad...

A few days ago, my friend who I used to hate went to a boarding school.. And for no reason, I was sad, real sad.. He's the guy that you will thought so macho and all that... But actually he's super annoying.. So annoying that I don't want to talk to him.. But, both of us were friends..

He told me that he gets to go to a boarding school and I was like, ok, whatever.. Then, last Sunday, he sent me a text message saying goodbye.. I freaked out! Oh my god, he's going away for the next two years.. I took my chance to call him and said goodbye.. It turns out that we were texting from 6pm until 11pm.. And weirdly, I was in the car then I cried.. Damn it, my mom saw that I was crying because of him.. I told him that I'm so gonna miss the time when he gets so annoying.. He replied, " Yeah, I like u too..". I was seriously stunned when he said that..

So, at night, we were still texting.. Its like I can't accept the fact that he'll be gone, for good.. But, I slowly accept that.. But, what I can't accept is when he sent me his last text message.. It says, " U know what, the more we talk, I start to develop more interest in u..". I can't help by those words and burst into tears.. It was seriously sad for me... I can't believe I cried for a guy who is so annoying but yet my friend.. My words for him, Good luck, Good bye and Have FUN!!

~XOXOXOX~