Thursday, June 2, 2011

Counting The Days.. =)

What's up bloggers! As if all bloggers are reading this.. Haha, I'm so full of myself.. XD

I'm only 15 and I have to suffer everything. Love life, study, and most importantly my health condition. Its bad, really bad. Even I don't know it turns out really really bad. So, I cried almost every night. Whatever.. =)

I know I wrote about this before but that wasn't detail enough. I have a heart disease and guess what, it runs in the family! 0,o. I don't know why I'm the only who have to get this?!

Another thing that freak me is the doctor told me I might have a short life. WTF?! What kind of doctor should say anything like that?! I know what am I going through but you don't have to say "You have a SHORT LIFE!". Gosh, unsensitive much?

Everyday I felt pain. Everyday, every night, everytime I tried to breath. The pain was crazy. Sometimes I feel like stabbing my heart so that it wouldn't cause such pain anymore. But, I didn't. Mom said I have to be really strong and they are always there for me. I just love my family and friends. They are the best!

Big chances, I'll be having an operation. But knowing me, there's no way I'm gonna be in that cold operation theatre. Too much drama. Haha, get it? Operation theatre? Drama? I know you guys didn't get it. I'm a lame joker..

Holidays.. OMG! Bored Much!

Hey yo! What's up? Hmm, I'm so bored that I don't know what to write on this precious blog of mine.. Haha, is it that precious? Yeah! XD

I'm completely psyched about the school holidays. Imagine 2 weeks doing nothing but fun! Nah, that is Phineas and Ferb's holidays. Not Sufiah's. Mine is a lot more different and less fun.. -,-

I've blow up my one week of school holidays, AT SCHOOL! Fine, its my PMR year. Have to sacrifice a little bit. I just spend ONE day only at Sunway, and that was because I wanted to meet my friend. Just that. Then, Tuesday till today, school. I can't believe I went to school during the holidays...

So, yeah. School's finally over. Now, holidays. There's nothing much I'm gonna do. Maybe spent most of the time studying (yeah right!), Facebook, blogging, music. I don't know. But I don't think I'm gonna anywhere this year. Just stuck in my house. Oh well, that doesn't mean I'm gonna study till I rot inside my room. Maybe. Haha, nah, that wouldn't happen.

Yeah, so, I have to break out now. Trying to find something good, real good to write. Something interesting. ;-). Haha. CIAO!!!