Tuesday, February 22, 2011

I'm So Wrong, I Guess?

Okay, I think I'm right but I could be wrong..

I don't what's up with me.. I keep seeing him different from his real self... And I'm talking about my friend, Muhammad Faris Affandi.. ( lets just hope he will not open this blog -,- ) I don't know.. I always see him as a normal guy but lately, I see him as... Darn! Its all because of Zaim.. He told me that Faris is kinda off a little bit.. I was shocked when I heard that.. Now, I keep seeing him differently.. I want to tell him this but I just don't know how..

I mean, he's one of my closest friend... And I care about him as much I care as my other friends.. But, is it true that he is "special"? I'm really feeling guilty right now.. Sorayya said that he is just fine... But I swear I could see something different about him.. God! This is hard! I just want to ask him but I can't.. Oh, if only Zaim didn't tell me about this, I wouldn't be thinking he's weird or something..

To Faris, if you are reading this, I'm so sorry if I'm wrong.. I know I'm not supposed to think that way but I don't know why.. I'm so sorry..

Yours Truly,

Its Just EWWW! (i want that..)

Hahaha.. What a funny title.. Just eww? What's that? Hehe

I just came back from KFC.. I was supposed to go with Akmal but he didn't come.. So, Faizal and Faris were going together and yeah, I'm alone.. As usual, the TWO gays were late.. Surprisingly, I saw Danial and his blegghh! girlfriend.. BOO!! And guess what? They were so disgusting.. Holding hands, feeding each other.. Its just ewww!!! I swear that if the two guys were late 2 minutes, I would have already puke in there!

But, actually there's a whole secret behing that eww-ness.. Hehehe.. I realized something.. I miss him.. How I wish both of us would be like that.. Seeing each other, date.. Huhh.. Too bad, that's not gonna happen. But hey, there's a good thing about that.. No one would like accused us of doing bad things.. I mean, that's good right? Not like what happen to the blegghh! couple ( danial and jiha -,- ).. Both of them were caught by the teachers! And boo yeah! They got a looonnnggg talk with the discpline teacher.. Ooohhh, I'm so evil! Hahaha!!

Oh well, eventhough both of us didn't meet like a normal couple, we are still in love... And I think that having a long distance realtionship is a good thing.. We would miss each other and knows that the love feeling will stay longer than having a guy near you and meet each other EVERYDAY.. But, I have great friends around me! Love them forever! Truly sisters!


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Sad Because Of An Annoying Guy..

Hmm, I wonder who made me sad...

A few days ago, my friend who I used to hate went to a boarding school.. And for no reason, I was sad, real sad.. He's the guy that you will thought so macho and all that... But actually he's super annoying.. So annoying that I don't want to talk to him.. But, both of us were friends..

He told me that he gets to go to a boarding school and I was like, ok, whatever.. Then, last Sunday, he sent me a text message saying goodbye.. I freaked out! Oh my god, he's going away for the next two years.. I took my chance to call him and said goodbye.. It turns out that we were texting from 6pm until 11pm.. And weirdly, I was in the car then I cried.. Damn it, my mom saw that I was crying because of him.. I told him that I'm so gonna miss the time when he gets so annoying.. He replied, " Yeah, I like u too..". I was seriously stunned when he said that..

So, at night, we were still texting.. Its like I can't accept the fact that he'll be gone, for good.. But, I slowly accept that.. But, what I can't accept is when he sent me his last text message.. It says, " U know what, the more we talk, I start to develop more interest in u..". I can't help by those words and burst into tears.. It was seriously sad for me... I can't believe I cried for a guy who is so annoying but yet my friend.. My words for him, Good luck, Good bye and Have FUN!!


Once More, A JERK ON A ROLL!!!

Yo, what's up!

A jerk on a roll? Yep, exactly... This JERK is the one and only MUIZ... He's the freakiest jerk I've ever known and met! Look, I have my own reasons why I hate him so much, I could kill him and banish him from this earth!

It began when yesterday, I said I wanna talk to him.. That's because for some reason I felt guilty all of a sudden..Its a weird feeling I tell you.. So, right after my sports practice, I went and meet him and talked to him.. So, stupidly, I told him what I actually felt.. At first, he understands me.. But then, he started to blabbing about me making him look bad in front of ALL the teachers! I was like WTH?! So, that's what he thought of me huh?!

Just because of he is a prefect, he has to look perfect in front of the teachers?! Ughh! Since then, I know, a jerk will stay as a jerk no matter what.. I really thought he might change but nah, it won't happen, at all! As for me, I was so stupid for telling him that.. I should have seen that coming.. Guess I'm not that smart huh?

Tough luck..