Tuesday, February 22, 2011

I'm So Wrong, I Guess?

Okay, I think I'm right but I could be wrong..

I don't what's up with me.. I keep seeing him different from his real self... And I'm talking about my friend, Muhammad Faris Affandi.. ( lets just hope he will not open this blog -,- ) I don't know.. I always see him as a normal guy but lately, I see him as... Darn! Its all because of Zaim.. He told me that Faris is kinda off a little bit.. I was shocked when I heard that.. Now, I keep seeing him differently.. I want to tell him this but I just don't know how..

I mean, he's one of my closest friend... And I care about him as much I care as my other friends.. But, is it true that he is "special"? I'm really feeling guilty right now.. Sorayya said that he is just fine... But I swear I could see something different about him.. God! This is hard! I just want to ask him but I can't.. Oh, if only Zaim didn't tell me about this, I wouldn't be thinking he's weird or something..

To Faris, if you are reading this, I'm so sorry if I'm wrong.. I know I'm not supposed to think that way but I don't know why.. I'm so sorry..

Yours Truly,

Its Just EWWW! (i want that..)

Hahaha.. What a funny title.. Just eww? What's that? Hehe

I just came back from KFC.. I was supposed to go with Akmal but he didn't come.. So, Faizal and Faris were going together and yeah, I'm alone.. As usual, the TWO gays were late.. Surprisingly, I saw Danial and his blegghh! girlfriend.. BOO!! And guess what? They were so disgusting.. Holding hands, feeding each other.. Its just ewww!!! I swear that if the two guys were late 2 minutes, I would have already puke in there!

But, actually there's a whole secret behing that eww-ness.. Hehehe.. I realized something.. I miss him.. How I wish both of us would be like that.. Seeing each other, date.. Huhh.. Too bad, that's not gonna happen. But hey, there's a good thing about that.. No one would like accused us of doing bad things.. I mean, that's good right? Not like what happen to the blegghh! couple ( danial and jiha -,- ).. Both of them were caught by the teachers! And boo yeah! They got a looonnnggg talk with the discpline teacher.. Ooohhh, I'm so evil! Hahaha!!

Oh well, eventhough both of us didn't meet like a normal couple, we are still in love... And I think that having a long distance realtionship is a good thing.. We would miss each other and knows that the love feeling will stay longer than having a guy near you and meet each other EVERYDAY.. But, I have great friends around me! Love them forever! Truly sisters!