Okay, I think I'm right but I could be wrong..
I don't what's up with me.. I keep seeing him different from his real self... And I'm talking about my friend, Muhammad Faris Affandi.. ( lets just hope he will not open this blog -,- ) I don't know.. I always see him as a normal guy but lately, I see him as... Darn! Its all because of Zaim.. He told me that Faris is kinda off a little bit.. I was shocked when I heard that.. Now, I keep seeing him differently.. I want to tell him this but I just don't know how..
I mean, he's one of my closest friend... And I care about him as much I care as my other friends.. But, is it true that he is "special"? I'm really feeling guilty right now.. Sorayya said that he is just fine... But I swear I could see something different about him.. God! This is hard! I just want to ask him but I can't.. Oh, if only Zaim didn't tell me about this, I wouldn't be thinking he's weird or something..
To Faris, if you are reading this, I'm so sorry if I'm wrong.. I know I'm not supposed to think that way but I don't know why.. I'm so sorry..
Yours Truly,
Sufiah...
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Its Just EWWW! (i want that..)
Hahaha.. What a funny title.. Just eww? What's that? Hehe
I just came back from KFC.. I was supposed to go with Akmal but he didn't come.. So, Faizal and Faris were going together and yeah, I'm alone.. As usual, the TWO gays were late.. Surprisingly, I saw Danial and his blegghh! girlfriend.. BOO!! And guess what? They were so disgusting.. Holding hands, feeding each other.. Its just ewww!!! I swear that if the two guys were late 2 minutes, I would have already puke in there!
But, actually there's a whole secret behing that eww-ness.. Hehehe.. I realized something.. I miss him.. How I wish both of us would be like that.. Seeing each other, date.. Huhh.. Too bad, that's not gonna happen. But hey, there's a good thing about that.. No one would like accused us of doing bad things.. I mean, that's good right? Not like what happen to the blegghh! couple ( danial and jiha -,- ).. Both of them were caught by the teachers! And boo yeah! They got a looonnnggg talk with the discpline teacher.. Ooohhh, I'm so evil! Hahaha!!
Oh well, eventhough both of us didn't meet like a normal couple, we are still in love... And I think that having a long distance realtionship is a good thing.. We would miss each other and knows that the love feeling will stay longer than having a guy near you and meet each other EVERYDAY.. But, I have great friends around me! Love them forever! Truly sisters!
~XOXOXOX~
I just came back from KFC.. I was supposed to go with Akmal but he didn't come.. So, Faizal and Faris were going together and yeah, I'm alone.. As usual, the TWO gays were late.. Surprisingly, I saw Danial and his blegghh! girlfriend.. BOO!! And guess what? They were so disgusting.. Holding hands, feeding each other.. Its just ewww!!! I swear that if the two guys were late 2 minutes, I would have already puke in there!
But, actually there's a whole secret behing that eww-ness.. Hehehe.. I realized something.. I miss him.. How I wish both of us would be like that.. Seeing each other, date.. Huhh.. Too bad, that's not gonna happen. But hey, there's a good thing about that.. No one would like accused us of doing bad things.. I mean, that's good right? Not like what happen to the blegghh! couple ( danial and jiha -,- ).. Both of them were caught by the teachers! And boo yeah! They got a looonnnggg talk with the discpline teacher.. Ooohhh, I'm so evil! Hahaha!!
Oh well, eventhough both of us didn't meet like a normal couple, we are still in love... And I think that having a long distance realtionship is a good thing.. We would miss each other and knows that the love feeling will stay longer than having a guy near you and meet each other EVERYDAY.. But, I have great friends around me! Love them forever! Truly sisters!
~XOXOXOX~
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Sad Because Of An Annoying Guy..
Hmm, I wonder who made me sad...
A few days ago, my friend who I used to hate went to a boarding school.. And for no reason, I was sad, real sad.. He's the guy that you will thought so macho and all that... But actually he's super annoying.. So annoying that I don't want to talk to him.. But, both of us were friends..
He told me that he gets to go to a boarding school and I was like, ok, whatever.. Then, last Sunday, he sent me a text message saying goodbye.. I freaked out! Oh my god, he's going away for the next two years.. I took my chance to call him and said goodbye.. It turns out that we were texting from 6pm until 11pm.. And weirdly, I was in the car then I cried.. Damn it, my mom saw that I was crying because of him.. I told him that I'm so gonna miss the time when he gets so annoying.. He replied, " Yeah, I like u too..". I was seriously stunned when he said that..
So, at night, we were still texting.. Its like I can't accept the fact that he'll be gone, for good.. But, I slowly accept that.. But, what I can't accept is when he sent me his last text message.. It says, " U know what, the more we talk, I start to develop more interest in u..". I can't help by those words and burst into tears.. It was seriously sad for me... I can't believe I cried for a guy who is so annoying but yet my friend.. My words for him, Good luck, Good bye and Have FUN!!
~XOXOXOX~
A few days ago, my friend who I used to hate went to a boarding school.. And for no reason, I was sad, real sad.. He's the guy that you will thought so macho and all that... But actually he's super annoying.. So annoying that I don't want to talk to him.. But, both of us were friends..
He told me that he gets to go to a boarding school and I was like, ok, whatever.. Then, last Sunday, he sent me a text message saying goodbye.. I freaked out! Oh my god, he's going away for the next two years.. I took my chance to call him and said goodbye.. It turns out that we were texting from 6pm until 11pm.. And weirdly, I was in the car then I cried.. Damn it, my mom saw that I was crying because of him.. I told him that I'm so gonna miss the time when he gets so annoying.. He replied, " Yeah, I like u too..". I was seriously stunned when he said that..
So, at night, we were still texting.. Its like I can't accept the fact that he'll be gone, for good.. But, I slowly accept that.. But, what I can't accept is when he sent me his last text message.. It says, " U know what, the more we talk, I start to develop more interest in u..". I can't help by those words and burst into tears.. It was seriously sad for me... I can't believe I cried for a guy who is so annoying but yet my friend.. My words for him, Good luck, Good bye and Have FUN!!
~XOXOXOX~
Once More, A JERK ON A ROLL!!!
Yo, what's up!
A jerk on a roll? Yep, exactly... This JERK is the one and only MUIZ... He's the freakiest jerk I've ever known and met! Look, I have my own reasons why I hate him so much, I could kill him and banish him from this earth!
It began when yesterday, I said I wanna talk to him.. That's because for some reason I felt guilty all of a sudden..Its a weird feeling I tell you.. So, right after my sports practice, I went and meet him and talked to him.. So, stupidly, I told him what I actually felt.. At first, he understands me.. But then, he started to blabbing about me making him look bad in front of ALL the teachers! I was like WTH?! So, that's what he thought of me huh?!
Just because of he is a prefect, he has to look perfect in front of the teachers?! Ughh! Since then, I know, a jerk will stay as a jerk no matter what.. I really thought he might change but nah, it won't happen, at all! As for me, I was so stupid for telling him that.. I should have seen that coming.. Guess I'm not that smart huh?
Tough luck..
~XOXOXO~
A jerk on a roll? Yep, exactly... This JERK is the one and only MUIZ... He's the freakiest jerk I've ever known and met! Look, I have my own reasons why I hate him so much, I could kill him and banish him from this earth!
It began when yesterday, I said I wanna talk to him.. That's because for some reason I felt guilty all of a sudden..Its a weird feeling I tell you.. So, right after my sports practice, I went and meet him and talked to him.. So, stupidly, I told him what I actually felt.. At first, he understands me.. But then, he started to blabbing about me making him look bad in front of ALL the teachers! I was like WTH?! So, that's what he thought of me huh?!
Just because of he is a prefect, he has to look perfect in front of the teachers?! Ughh! Since then, I know, a jerk will stay as a jerk no matter what.. I really thought he might change but nah, it won't happen, at all! As for me, I was so stupid for telling him that.. I should have seen that coming.. Guess I'm not that smart huh?
Tough luck..
~XOXOXO~
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Senorita Sufiah...
Hey! What's up?!
Ok, I'm feeling kind of sick but a little bit psycho.. So, conclusion, sick-o.. I've got tons of nick names but I don't want to talk about my stupid nicknames that my beloved friends gave me...
Senorita... I'm referring to SENIOR.. Hey, I'm a girl.. So, it is suppose to be SENORITA.. Like whatever then.. Haha.. So, I met this group of Form 1's.. (I'm form 3!).. Me and my peeps were having our recess when these girls were rude to us.. Akmal was saying something and suddenly the rudest among them was being real rude! Gosh, they were like juniors and all of us were senior.. Where is the respect?!
So, as the days goes by, me and Sorayya were dying to tell them of! Then came this fateful day that both of us were telling them to respect someone older than them.. Since then, non of them dared to talk to us.. Not even look inside our eyes.. How's that for respect?!
But, not all juniors are mean and rude.. If they are mean and rude, they will stay that way.. But, for the nice one, its a lot different.. I mean it, A LOT..
For example, just now, my drama club held an audition.. So, I'm one of the judges.. Haha... Then, there's this group of Form 1's.. After two contestants, I became bored and went to the place where the kids were hanging out before they were called.. I met this girl, Badrica.. Yeah, she's pretty.. She has this Chinese-Arab mix... Just like moi.. So, surprisingly, both of us get along together.. Then, she called me her soul sister.. Aww, I'm so touched.. Hehehe..
So, like I said, small ones have to respect the big ones in order to get the big ones to respect you.. Or else, it will turn out bad.. I mean it.. And I don't kid about respect! Oh yeah..
~XOXOXOX~
Ok, I'm feeling kind of sick but a little bit psycho.. So, conclusion, sick-o.. I've got tons of nick names but I don't want to talk about my stupid nicknames that my beloved friends gave me...
Senorita... I'm referring to SENIOR.. Hey, I'm a girl.. So, it is suppose to be SENORITA.. Like whatever then.. Haha.. So, I met this group of Form 1's.. (I'm form 3!).. Me and my peeps were having our recess when these girls were rude to us.. Akmal was saying something and suddenly the rudest among them was being real rude! Gosh, they were like juniors and all of us were senior.. Where is the respect?!
So, as the days goes by, me and Sorayya were dying to tell them of! Then came this fateful day that both of us were telling them to respect someone older than them.. Since then, non of them dared to talk to us.. Not even look inside our eyes.. How's that for respect?!
But, not all juniors are mean and rude.. If they are mean and rude, they will stay that way.. But, for the nice one, its a lot different.. I mean it, A LOT..
For example, just now, my drama club held an audition.. So, I'm one of the judges.. Haha... Then, there's this group of Form 1's.. After two contestants, I became bored and went to the place where the kids were hanging out before they were called.. I met this girl, Badrica.. Yeah, she's pretty.. She has this Chinese-Arab mix... Just like moi.. So, surprisingly, both of us get along together.. Then, she called me her soul sister.. Aww, I'm so touched.. Hehehe..
So, like I said, small ones have to respect the big ones in order to get the big ones to respect you.. Or else, it will turn out bad.. I mean it.. And I don't kid about respect! Oh yeah..
~XOXOXOX~
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
When That Moment Comes To An End..
Hey yo..
I'm seriously feeling down.. That's because someone made me that way.. My dearest music teacher, Mr. Hezron.. He's gonna leave next week.. So, I'm gonna write about him.. From the first time I met him until today...
My teacher was supposed to be this rock dude... He doesn't have any feelings at all.. And I was like, yeah, ok.. Then, one day, Jovy said that I'm gonna have a new teacher, Hezron.. I was like who? So, when I came into the class, I saw this man with a clean feature.. And yeah, he's cute.. =)
So, there we were.. Had an amazing time in the class.. Just the two of us.. He was a real nice teacher, fun and a little chilidish, but still cute though.. I had the time of my life every Tuesday.. Its a memory I'll never forget..
But, there's a memory I want to forget but I just can't.. It was the day that he told me that he was leaving.. He said he's gonna leave somewhere in February.. So, I prepared myself to be real sad on February...
Too bad for me, I was at class this evening... He told me that he is seriously gonna leave.. And stupidly I was asking when he's gonna leave.. This is what he told me..
"Actually, I'm supposed to leave this week, but I took another week. So, next week, its the last class for me," with an innocent smile.. I was seriously shock! How could he be so calm? But I know, deep inside, he was hurt..
So, I can't believe that a year had gone really fast.. Now, he's leaving for good.. But, I don't think anyone could replace him.. I know that because he's ONE IN A MILLION..
I'm seriously feeling down.. That's because someone made me that way.. My dearest music teacher, Mr. Hezron.. He's gonna leave next week.. So, I'm gonna write about him.. From the first time I met him until today...
My teacher was supposed to be this rock dude... He doesn't have any feelings at all.. And I was like, yeah, ok.. Then, one day, Jovy said that I'm gonna have a new teacher, Hezron.. I was like who? So, when I came into the class, I saw this man with a clean feature.. And yeah, he's cute.. =)
So, there we were.. Had an amazing time in the class.. Just the two of us.. He was a real nice teacher, fun and a little chilidish, but still cute though.. I had the time of my life every Tuesday.. Its a memory I'll never forget..
But, there's a memory I want to forget but I just can't.. It was the day that he told me that he was leaving.. He said he's gonna leave somewhere in February.. So, I prepared myself to be real sad on February...
Too bad for me, I was at class this evening... He told me that he is seriously gonna leave.. And stupidly I was asking when he's gonna leave.. This is what he told me..
"Actually, I'm supposed to leave this week, but I took another week. So, next week, its the last class for me," with an innocent smile.. I was seriously shock! How could he be so calm? But I know, deep inside, he was hurt..
So, I can't believe that a year had gone really fast.. Now, he's leaving for good.. But, I don't think anyone could replace him.. I know that because he's ONE IN A MILLION..
Monday, January 24, 2011
Fire And Rain!
Yeah, I'm feeling too active today.. Not sure why..
Oh well, last week was a real busy week for me.. With studies and sports and so on.. And yeah, knowing Malaysia, its always raining and hot... Which is not surprise.. The weird thing that I noticed is every Monday, its always raining.. But other days, its just sunny and beautiful..
Studies is just okay.. Not that hard to understand, at least not yet... But hey, I'm catching up fast.. Haha.. And this year I decided to go active in sports.. And the only I'm in right now, RUGBY! Oh yeah, everyone was really really surprised why did I entered that type of game.. I was like, I'm sick playing other games and this game rocks! And the coach was super nice.. Its not wrong right trying out new things?
So, just now, I came back from my school around 4.15.. I was supposed to be back by 4 but duh, it was raining hard.. So, I hung out with my friends, well my close friend, Faris.. And weirdly I still hung out with that "WHITE CHOCOLATE".. I don't know why... I tried to get away from him.. Then, at last, me and him are just friends.. Its uo to him to think if I'm just a friend or someone else.. But I'll be like, WHATEVER! Haha..
Well, I've gotta go.. Got stuffs to do.. Will write more about me and my entire life.. Till then..
~XOXOXOXO~
Oh well, last week was a real busy week for me.. With studies and sports and so on.. And yeah, knowing Malaysia, its always raining and hot... Which is not surprise.. The weird thing that I noticed is every Monday, its always raining.. But other days, its just sunny and beautiful..
Studies is just okay.. Not that hard to understand, at least not yet... But hey, I'm catching up fast.. Haha.. And this year I decided to go active in sports.. And the only I'm in right now, RUGBY! Oh yeah, everyone was really really surprised why did I entered that type of game.. I was like, I'm sick playing other games and this game rocks! And the coach was super nice.. Its not wrong right trying out new things?
So, just now, I came back from my school around 4.15.. I was supposed to be back by 4 but duh, it was raining hard.. So, I hung out with my friends, well my close friend, Faris.. And weirdly I still hung out with that "WHITE CHOCOLATE".. I don't know why... I tried to get away from him.. Then, at last, me and him are just friends.. Its uo to him to think if I'm just a friend or someone else.. But I'll be like, WHATEVER! Haha..
Well, I've gotta go.. Got stuffs to do.. Will write more about me and my entire life.. Till then..
~XOXOXOXO~
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