Just A Few Seconds In My Life

What does that mean? It is so clear.. Only a few seconds in my life, everything changes..

I just found out that I'm suffering from this heart disease thing.. Gah, its crazy. I didn't know it was that serious. Until I felt a pain on my chest everyday. I can't keep it any longer. I went to the doctor, and after a few tests, I was diagnose with this thing.. That doesn't mean I'm dying or what..

The only way to keep me survive is by medication. But its better to have an operation. I'm just scared if I did the operation, I might die faster. More risk.. Don't want to take it.. I'm not supposed to consume sugar, well just a little bit. Not in a large quantity..

Yeah, maybe that shows me something. Maybe I'm not gonna live that long but I'm gonna live life to the fullest. And that's a promise.. <3

MY BIGGEST SECERET EVER!

Friends Are Meant To Be Forever

Hey yo!

Hmm, why am I talking about friendship right now? Because I wanted too! LOL!

I have A LOT of amazing friends. They are too amazing that I can't describe them at all. For example, my bestest girl friends (I love you guys till death!) Sorayya and Syiro. They are mean to me sometimes (all the time), but they are still the best for me. Everytime they scold me or get mad at me (yes, its my own fault -,-), I understand why they are doing that. They are like my sisters. Knows me the best and all!

Then my guy friends. Danial, Zaim, Zairul, Arif, Faizal and Din. There's a lot more but I'm just too lazy to type. Hehe. Well, I'm the closest with Danial. He knows me well and share some secrets that I never share with Sorayya (sorry bout that). Sorayya's mom said that me and Danial looks kinda same. Hmm, not quite agree on that. All I know is we have the same type of nose, I guess? Hmm, not sure. But, I'm the closest to him.

Well, like I said, friends are meant to be forever. Eventhough we fight almost everyday, we still have each other backs. Now that's a tight friendship! Hahaha! My one and only wish is I don't our friendship break, never at all! I love you guys so much!

~XOXOXOXO~

Drama Is BACK!

Wokay, its been a real long time since i updated this blog. Sorry. Hehe. Oh well, life is confusingly fun, fill with sadness and happiness. In short, its weird. Hey,that's life.

Today, I'm gonna talk about my drama competition. Well, we won second place this year but still got to go to the finals. Sick! Hahaha. I met new friends, most of them from SMK Seafield. They were seriously cool kids. No doubt. Our drama was about this love child, played by yours truly, who wanted to know who are her parents. Poor kid. She was raised by this kind doctor who found her mom when her mom was pregnant. Yeah, a lot of screaming too. But, its worth everything.

There you go about all the play. Now, about the boys I met there. Well, I was accidentally scandaled with this guy from SMK Seafield. He's a chubby guy. Cute. Hey, I love chubby guys now! I'm not sure why but I do know they extremely cute. Haha. So, yeah, his name is Idlan. And I didn't know his dad was a somebody because he is very down-to-earth. Aww, how cute. Okay, stop it..

Now, I can't wait for the finals which is in one week's time. A very very short time. Seriously. Oh, did I said that we competed in SMK Subang Jaya or Faris Azim's ex-school. When I reached that school, I burst in tears. Breakdown, I guess? Nah, I missed him too much..

Well, gonna write more soon. Wish me luck for my finals..

~XOXOXO~

Bruno Mars... Hawaiaiian Cupid..

Yeah, Bruno Mars.. He is very famous by now, I guess... With his sweet love songs that would give anyone that heard the songs a feeling or brings tears... He is so awesome! I love Bruno Mars now..

His songs, coincedencely, much related to me.. Hehe.. I loike it! For example, Just The Way You Are, my ex-guitar teacher dedicated that song to me... Huhuhuh.. When You're Lonely, hmm, long story short, someone did that to me.. I was so dumb.. To make it simple, I love his songs and he is my inspiration.. Haha

My fave song from him is supposed to be Talking To The Moon, but it changed to When You're Lonely.. Trust me, the first time I heard his songs, I love them straight away, every one of them... I think he's the kind of singer that is really talented.. Not like Justin Bieber.... Boo!!!

And Bruno Mars is going to be in Malaysia.. I wish I could go.. He's so awesome... I love his songs so much!! My ringtone? Hehehe, Lazy Song.. That really suits myself, huh? It is! Haha!

One In A Million Chance... =)

Hey! I know I just broke up.. Whatever.. I'm still hurt though and I think he must be really really down right now.. =(

But, despite the pain in me, there's a seriously cool thing happened in my life!!! AAAAHHH!!! Haha.. Guess what? Finally, I sang my song on tv! Haha, believe it or not, that's a fact baby! It is so cool and awesome!

It was a normal Tuesday... But when I got home, my mom said that my guitar class is earlier.. So, I was like ok. Then, the principal called said that the class will be much earlier and she said that there's gonna be an interview from tv3... I was seriously like WHAT THE HECK?! I was surprised and that got me jumping all aroung the house until I got into the car...

As I reached the guitar class, there was not a soul in the class... I walked to the dancing studio and saw my teacher was shooting an interview about music.. Then the host asked me to get in because he wanted to interviewed me too... So, I sat there and watched the whole thing being shot.. And it was my turn.. They asked me about everything I know about music.. Then, the big thing happened... They asked me to sing I composed myself.. I was shocked because I don't remember my songs, none of them.. But, I just did the lyrics and sing it..

I really thought that when they broadcasted it, they would cut my singing part.. But, they didn't.. Gosh, it was seriously awesome.. I think that was the best time of my life!!! Wohhooo!! Lets hope that after this, I would get a music contract from anywhere ( yeah right )

~XOXOXOX~

Its Over, I'm Sorry..

Hmm, yes, it is over for both of us.. And I admit it was all my fault.. I'm so sorry but this is for the best..

Its all because I'm confused with my feelings.. I'm not sure who I really love because of this guy... I'm so sure that I'm in love with Afiq but with Faris? Trust me, its confusing...

Gosh, I can't believe that I just broke with him.. I am so sorry.. You don't know how sorry I am for letting you go. But before anything more painful happen to you, its better to let you go now.. Like they said, better now or never..

I'm sorry...