love life sucks!!

hey again.. in this post, you will know why i'm sort of moody these days.. i'm not having any crisis ok?!
Like I said in the previous post, being a teenager is tough.. The fact is, it is. Everyone that is teens must experience something called falling in L.O.V.E. For me, love life had been hard. First, the guy I love the most finally confessed that he loves a girl in his class. That really broke me into pieces. Its a good thing I didn't cry when he said that. Oh yeah, I'm a strong girl. Nah, actually I'm seriously weak! After that, I promised myself not to fall in love again. As you can see clearly, love only makes you hurt. Its great to be single and have friends, NORMAL friends. Friends that you know you won't fall in love with. Friends that you know that always be with you no matter what. Everytime you feel like you are at the lowest point of gravity, you will realise that you have to be strong and make yourself stand-up for yourself. Its not easy to heal when you had fallen in love with someone you know for quite a time. Well, that's what I learn from my exeprience. And trust me, getting in love is so easy but when you want to leave it will be very very hard...
So, be smart at choosing your own life.. =)

again and again

hey! omigosh! it seems like a long time since a posted my last post.. the reason is because my life is getting worse everyday.. trust me, its true.. being a teenager is hard and crazy. its like a million things happens in one second!! its insane. but it also teaches me how to survive when you get much mature and older.. coz the older you get, the harder your life will be.. that's what i know so far.. ughh.. hate being an adult.. i think being a little kid is SO MUCH EASIER than being who i am now.. but i'm happy with everything i got.. like nick jonas said;

"but you don't know what you've got until its gone,
and you don't know what its like to feel so low,
and everytime you smile you laugh you glow,
you don't even know.."

fyi, keep happy!!